Hi guys, happy middle of June. Can someone give me some feedback if I'm screaming on my

podcast? For some odd reason I feel like I'm not, but I also used to feel like that on

my Instagram stories and people say that they're ears bleed when they listen to not Instagram.

So can I get some feedback about that? Is this like a good volume? I also have construction

going on outside my house. So if you can hear the chainsaw, I deeply apologize. One day I

will have a studio, probably not, but maybe. Okay, I want to preface preface whatever the word is

this episode with the fact that I am not a doctor. I'm nowhere close to it. Definitely not. But I

also want to say a little trigger warning about anxiety here because if you're like me sometimes

just talking about anxiety when I'm in like a bad state of mind can trigger me. Also I talk a

little bit about like a dog passing away. My dogs did not pass away. Thank God. But that is a huge

fucking trigger for me. People just even talking about it. So if that triggers you that upsets you

please just skip this episode. Care more about your mental health than you listening to me ramble

about nothing. So also at the end I have a really funny story. We're going to end today's

episode on a really funny story of someone messaging me when they meant to they thought I was going

to someone else. Anyway, so if you were following my Instagram stories which by the way what the

fuck is that new update? It like when you're watching stories it brings you back to the front

figured out that if you update your Instagram it won't do that but it's still mother fucking so

annoying how that happens anyway. But so if you're watching them moose head surgery on Tuesday and I

had massive anxiety about it I think that I was also just afraid. So I wanted to talk about like

the difference of anxiety and fear just because it was a wild couple days just to recap moose had

a mass on his foot that got tested and it came back benign benign however you say that but then

it grew almost like not massive but it grew very quickly so my vet was like 100% we have to remove

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