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WTF is on my Mind?!

Yachts, Sex & NXIVM

WTF is on my Mind?!

Mark Vicente

True Crime, Film, Society & Culture, Documentary, Nxivm, Cult, Philosophy, Narcissistic Abuse, Tv & Film, Psychology, Television, Narcissism, Coercion, Coercive Control

4.8706 Ratings

🗓️ 8 December 2024

⏱️ 25 minutes

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Summary

In this episode: How my film, "What the Bleep Do We Know?!" led to a weird encounter with a clinical psychologist on a yacht. My eventual induction into NXIVM and my confusion about Keith Raniere's 'Sex Den'. I talk about death anxiety, power dynamics, and the behavior of leaders who claim to have achieved a higher state of consciousness yet engage in questionable practices. Support the show The views and opinions expressed on WTF is on my Mind?! do not necessarily reflect the official ...

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0:00.0

My name is Mark Vesente. I'm a director, producer, writer, and troublemaker. I'm most known as the director of the film What the Bleep Do We Know, and as one of the next-team whistleblowers featured in the HBO series, Aval. Let's just say, I know a thing or two about cults. I don't consider myself a cult expert, but I'm definitely an expert in being screwed over, waking up, and

0:21.7

knowing how to spot them.

0:23.4

And let me tell you, they're everywhere.

0:26.2

My mission is to help people see patterns of abuse across multiple contexts.

0:30.5

From personal to family, to group, to societal.

0:33.7

It's all the same pattern at every scale.

0:36.5

As you'll hear, I have a pretty salty approach to most things.

0:39.9

So there might be some blasphemy.

0:41.6

One or two sacred cows might get knocked over, and there'll likely be some foul language.

0:46.5

You never quite know what you're going to get, because it really does depend on what the

0:51.3

fuck is on my mind.

0:53.2

Well, top of the morning to you.

0:55.1

Actually, I don't know if you guys listen to this in the morning.

0:57.6

I generally release the podcast on Sunday mornings.

1:01.4

On the Sundays, I do release it.

1:03.4

But I have no idea if you guys listen to it in the morning and when you listen to it.

1:06.4

I am curious.

1:07.5

Let me know in the YouTube comments or on Instagram if you're just an audio listener.

1:14.9

Today I, well, not today. Something has been on my mind and today is the day that I want to express it.

1:24.5

Years ago, 2004, when we released What the Bleep Do We Know,

1:32.0

I got a lot of people reaching out to me, a lot of organizations.

1:37.6

And what they wanted was they wanted me to make a film about their organization, their guru, their psychology, their movement, their whatever.

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