What's up everybody? I know you guys got spoiled you're used to singing some good times

but right now what's happening is something very different we're taking calls at night

It's five o'clock instead of the usual four o'clock.

So it's a huge difference.

It's dark in here.

We've opted to shut off all the lights in the room.

Open the curtains, I'm staring at these black palm trees against the gray night sky.

It's kind of a rainy eve in LA.

We've got candles going.

I'm gently resting my legs against the chair here staring out at the night sky thinking when does the

apocalypse come when are we all finally at rest?

When do I get to stop worrying about everything I'm not doing right.

Wishing I was more confident

and love myself more as well as others.

But what can you do when you're wired a certain way due to your upbringing

You just have to muscle through it and be extremely inconsistent I did have coffee today but I don't know what's cranking through my sis right now.

I'll be honest with you people. A headache is most assuredly cranking

through my neck.

Oh, sex.

call from Jake.

Jake.

Jake, what's up? No.

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